Looking for the boost...
Oh hello there, long since dusty blog. It's been a while. My feet are achey and my thumbnail is gnawed right down. I have been training, and I have been worrying. I was so so used to battling with my own determination, discipline, mindset (and toenails) to get to where I wanted to be. If I didn't get there it was, when it really came down to it, something I had or hadn't done. It never really occurred to me that one day the battle might not be with myself. And it might not be a battle at all. It's a bit like when you're a child and your mum says "NO." With that look on her face that says "Try me, I dare you." The postponement of last year's BTU Jungle Ultra (my two year long obsession) was a funny old one to deal with but it was as it was - you can't argue with a global pandemic. Another year of prep was a-okay. But here we are in 2021 and it's *breathe* JUST AS UNCERTAIN. So I look for little boosts. The Cadbury ones too if it gets ...
